The day your friends overnight at your house :)

Oooopsssss , Little bit Unhappy again ...

This is not suppose to happen ... it's impossible, but it happened ...

Really don't like this feeling larh .... SHYT !!!!

Is okay for me if he go out with his friends ... but why don't he reply my message ???

Am I ..... let him feel annoying ??? I don't know ... :(

It's BAD !! Seriously , I don't like it ...

I forget one thing ... he is the driver /.\

So that can't reply message ....

Is okay , it will over SOON :D

Be A Better Me !!!! :D

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Arggggg !!!!!!!!!! Ther is a cockroach inside my room !!!!

I can't handle it !!!! It's FLY !!! IT'S FLYYYY !!!!!

I NEVER SEE A COCKROACH FLY !!!!

Feel disgusting on it !!! It fly to me !!!!

I have done with it !

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At the same time, mum say that I lie to her again ...

The truth is :: I didn't lie to her, it's hurt .. this word came out from her mouth ... :(

Of course he don't know .... Juz don't know want to tell him or not

He is having fun with his friends, so the answer is :: I will tell him, but not today :)

Mum ask me :: " I do not know why you like to lie to me, is that become your habit ? or hobby ?? Huh ??

I didn't answer her much, but I want to tell her everything about me ...

Include I have boyfriend :) He is good, I Love Him damn Much :D

Mum, I just want to tell you:: I am not like to lie to you, I just don't know how to face you if I told u all about this

I scare everything ,

I scare you scold me,

I scare you sad ,

I scare you dissapointed,

I scare you don't love me just like last time,

I scare you cry again in front of me ........

I cry recently, you wouldn't know ... even he don't know as well ...

Of course , I am coward .... I not dare to tell you :')

I AM COWARD !!!!

I am useless ....

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Am I wrong ??

I shouldn't lie to her from the first day I decide to lie to her ...

It's right, if got once, you want another once ........... and this is HUMAN ~

Of course, I use a new lie to cover previous lie, and this continue already 4 years....

Our relationship become stranger, stranger and sranger ........... :(

Maybe it's all my fault ...

I am just want to write out what I am thinking ....

It's nothing .....

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Hey boy, I Miss You seriously tonight ....

You hanging out with your friends , always be careful ya :)

The thing I want to tell you is I really Emo whole day, it's real .... :)

Is okay , I am okay :D

Smile always , I don't want you o worried about me

Just let me worried about you, I not bear to see you headache :D

Muackzzzzzz :-*
Have a kiss before go back :D

Hubby hug hug :)

I Love You Boy ...

Aiyorrrrrrrr , You are the cutest people in my world  :)